Wednesday, September 16, 2015

Perfectly Just... Perfectly Merciful

Hola!!!
What a week :)
 This week we had some happy things :) Our investigator Elena and her son, who are trying to stop smoking, are making some great progress. The struggle of the cigarette is so real. I have never had so much resent for tabacco in my life. It takes over peoples lives. I feel so grateful for the Word of Wisdom and to be able to share the blessings with others. Nahuel (Elena´s son) has a really hard time being in groups of people and struggles socially but took all the courage he had to come with us to a FHE. And he LOVED it. I love seeing the slow but sure progress of people coming unto Christ :) 

Also... Mario. So precious. I seriously love teaching him. I have learned that humility is the key in learning. He is full of humility. But.... has his moments... JK... but something really funny he said this week. We were teaching him about prophets and showed him a picture of Thomas S. Monson and Hermana Lloyd after explaining how inspired the Prophet is, said... "..and He´s handsome too...." .... Mario thought for a second and said.... "Medio parecido a mi.... (looks kinda like me)" hahah we were dying. He´s got his own little character. But TRULY is full of humility :) Also the best part is that his wife is opening up a lot and participated in the lessons 2 times this week :) YAY. 

In every week there is happiness and success but always a little bit of rejection. This week there was a lot. Sometimes I just feel so frustrated that the people don´t accept the blessings and happiness of the gospel. Yesterday we were chatting with a lady and she went off explaining that the Book of Mormon is blasphemy. And a lot of other negative things. Hermana Lloyd and I felt a little frustrated. Sometimes as missionaries... walking away from rejection we make the mistake of thinking ...."Bueno... you had your chance... you´ll find out eventually... you´ll see...." but this week I realized that Heavenly Father is perfectly merciful and perfectly just... HE knows why they didn´t accept.. In some cases when they really do deny the spirit, I´m sure there will be some consequences... but who are we to try and understand the why. We haven´t been in their shoes... Christ has... that is why HE will be the one to judge. This week I found this quote in Jesus the Christ... I am in love with it.... 

"The inborn tendencies due to heredity, effect of environment whether conducive to good or evil, the wholesome teachings of youth, or the absence of good instruction, these and all other contributory elements must be taken into account in the rendering of a just verdict as to the souls guilt or innocence..."

and this part of Elder Packer´s last Conference talk.... 

 "God is our Father! All the love and generosity manifest in the ideal earthly father is magnified in Him who is our Father and our God beyond the capacity of the mortal mind to comprehend. His judgements are just; His mercy without limit; His power to compensate beyond any earthly comparison." -Elder Boyd K. Packer

What a blessing to truly understand how perfect our Heavenly Father really is. How perfect His plan is, and his judgement. For the moment we just have to love and love and love some more. Everyone is fighting their own fight :) I love being a missionary! 
Con Amor, Hermana Matheson

 Zone Meeting!

Exchanges with Hermana Bautista! Matching :) 
Tacos with our Sista friends in Amppya! 



Thursday, September 10, 2015

La Caridad

HOLA!
The weeks just keep on flyin!
This week we found lots of new investigators. I love finding weeks! It just gets better from there :) This week we have knocked so many doors and extended the invitation to just enter and say a prayer. So successful :) Because the people cannot deny that they feel something different. Whether they act on that feeling or not is up to them, but they really do feel it! A lady we found named Noemi said that she felt a different feeling of Peace, we have an appointment with her today, (and she´s married... yay.. bonus haha). 

Another girl we found, named Mayra (She´s 20), when we first talked to her she told us she didn´t really believe in God. But she let us teach her and say a prayer with her anyways. After the prayer we asked her how she felt and she said that she felt something she couldn´t explain, and as we started to explain more she said that her mind was full of so many question, answers, feelings, thoughts, etc. She told us she really wants to change her life.. and in the end.. said the last prayer. I love watching how in 30 minutes someone who "doesn´t believe in god" ends offering a kneeling prayer. Miracles.

Also.. we knocked a door and the lady didn´t seem too interested and my comp asked if she knew anyone that we could help. She sent us a couple houses down to a lady in a wheelchair. So we went to find her. We easily found her and her husband and two kids. They were so sweet. We offered a prayer and they all want us to return. Yay!

Favorite part of the week every week... Mario. Mi amigo! 
He is truly progressing so much. Every day. Slowly but surely, and TRULY. I love watching him really put forth effort to understand this gospel. This Sunday I asked him after church how he liked it, he said..."every time more and more.... " So precious. Also we were talking about Charity in Gospel Principles and the teacher asked if someone had an experience about when they served someone not expecting anything in return... and Mario thought a second and said... "one time I helped shave an old man..." So precious... and then at the end of the class the teacher asked if anyone had another comment.... and Mario said... ".....and now they have to help me shave..." I thought about that for a second. How adorable. We always see the blessings in return. "What goes around comes around :)" We never know when we will need the favor returned :) "Are we not all beggars?" 

Also... other blessing of the week.... we visited a couple less actives and 5 came!!! We were so happy! But the best was Marcos... he´s 17. This week we passed by to see if his mom was home and we started chatting with him about life and what his plans were. We starting sharing about the blessings of a mission and invited him to start doing the simple things again. And invited him to church. And... he CAME! It was so precious to see the bishops face when he saw Marcos.. It was like he was seeing his own son for the first time in years. That is a good bishop. He promised to come next week! Such joy.  I truly believe that if you can save a youth, you can save a generation. 

I love this gospel! I love being a missionary!

Con Amor, Hermana Matheson