Hola Amigos!
What
a week! Something funny happened this week... I realized that scriptures are
true to their word... Last week as I reflected on the scripture in D&C
60:2-3... I realized I needed to be more faithful in opening my mouth in all
situations. Well... I guess Heavenly Father thought so too... the scripture
says: "But with some I
am not well pleased, for they will not open their mouths, and then it says... if ye are not more faithful unto
me, it shall be taken away, even that which they have." Well
this week... I got a really nasty cold, and one morning I woke up and LITERALLY
couldn´t talk. No joke I´ve never lost my voice like that before. So lesson
learned. The scriptures mean business. Also... I am thankful for sickness...
because without sickness we would forget how good it feels to be healthy. I
like being healthy. :)
This
week we contacted a lot of the people we had met in the streets! One day we went
to visit a cute little elderly woman named Nali, she´s 81 and just so precious.
We asked her if there was anything we could do to help her and she thought for
a second... got a suspicious look on her face and then pointed to the
counter... where there was a dead mouse sitting in a mouse trap. She wanted us
to take it out and dispose of the mouse. So fun. Hey we´re willing to help in
whatever way right? Yuck.. I hate mice.
This
week I have been struggling to know how to help people progess.. since I´ve been
here that has by far been the biggest challenge. People let us in and we have
the first lesson and then nothing happens. Its so hard for me because as we sit
and have lessons I truly can see so much in them, I see them as future RS
presidents, future Young Mens presidents, future missionaries.. future faithful
members of the church, but I just don´t know how to help them realize that
potentional, ya feel? Its a struggle for sure.
Sometimes
I just get so frustrated, and feel like I am not doing enough. But I learned an
important lesson as I read a talk this week by President Eyring ("Rise to
the Call"... if you haven´t read it.. READ IT) What he said hit me hard...
he said:
"If
I only think of my own performance, my sadness deepens. But when I remember
that the Lord promised that His power would go with me, I begin to look for
evidence of what He has done in the lives of the people I am to serve, I pray
to see with spiritual eyes the effects of His power."
Wow.
So true. I know that it is so important to truly LOOK for the progress.. and
see the ways HIS power is affecting the people! Because... it truly is that...
HIS power. It´s not anything I am doing. It´s all Him. In the end of his talk
he quotes D&C 123:17:
"Let
us cheerfully do all things that lie in our power; and then may we stand still,
with the utmost assurance, to see the salvation of God, and for his arm to be
revealed."
I
LOVE this scripture. What a relief. I just have to do my part eh? I know
that if and only if I "Cheerfully" do all in my power... the Lord
will do the rest and his arm will truly be revealed. What a blessing it is to
know I am not doing this work alone. :)
Con Amor, Hermana Matheson
The trees here are so pretty
:)
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